It's so good to be home after being away for over a year and a half. It feels as though I've only been away for a few weeks though. I've never been this happy and comfortable in a very long time. It's nice, you know, the feeling of knowing you're so safe and secure. It's a good feeling.
I don't know why I even gave this up! Haha. It's just nice to have it back. As soon as I got home, I got messages and phone calls from my friends. Friends that I missed so much, that it hurts my insides when I think of not seeing them again. My room! which by the by is gone! All my stuff have been moved to the smallest room in the house, when I used to have the nicest room with the nicest view, other than my parent's room of course. Now, I'm reduced to some of my stuff being in boxes in the basement. My shoes and clothes now belong to my brother. Yet, still I'm home, and I feel at home.
I saw my mom, my dad, my brother Emer, my sisters, Nicole and Erika. I saw my sister Nicole's baby, James Tyler Kendall-Recarro. He's so delicate. I haven't seen his father though. I haven't seen the rest of my relatives and friends yet. I can't wait to see them. I know they all have a plot to make me stay.
I miss Langdon. I miss Calgary. I miss Alberta. I miss Canada. I miss it all. And now I'm here.
I'm so happy.